I went with angie to my dr appointment. we talked about the misscarraige and how 1 in 3 preg women misscarry. not my fault. it happens.
its just im so far from where i want to be and he left.
he wasnt that great anyways. ive been lying to myself.
maybe it was just sex. i love him but moveon
because he left over a year ago.
the voices started last year in july after bath salts.
weed calms them and makes them funny so i dont mind.
lilly/micheal would have been born in january so christmas and new years will be hard
but i pln to quit smoking for new years
anyways dinner now/.